Knee Watch ....

So we went to the knee specialist. He said that it seems to be broken cartlidge, its moving around making it impossible for the knee to bend. He is on medications and the dr. hopes that the meds will move the broken cartlidge and if its not better by monday he will have a MRI at 9 on tuesday. Im praying that it clears up , even though he said there is a HUGE chance that it will happen again with out re moving that cartlidge. Surgery may be in his future but HOPEFULLY not !

New day new adventure...

We went back to the Dr. and it looks like there is no infection. But the Dr. wanted to send Tim to an arthritis Dr. Tim called his old Dr that did the surgeries on his knee years ago and they have an opening tom. at 2. Hopefully they have a good awnser and its an easy fix.

Ryan went to school today .. he loved it. I walk in the room to find him asleep on his mat. And I am amazed ! He told us all about school and his teacher telling him NO.. becuase he didnt want to lay down. He said he laid down and he was ok after that. HA funny kid !

I may have broken my husband ....

OHHHH MAN !!! So friday morning Tim wakes with a very sore kneee... I think OK he is just making me do everything as payback for my months of bedrest. Well he asks me for some kind of pain meds.. he says he does not care what but he needs somthing. Thats when I know ok he is in LOTS of pain to ask for meds. Tim NEVER .. I mean NEVER EVER takes pain meds unless he is like extremly sick. He says when he is old and in pain he wants them to work, so his theroy is dont become immune to them now. Well as the weekend goes on his knee gets more and more painful. He cant bend it.. it hurts him to roll in any direction in bed. So today we head out to the Dr. they send him for an X-Ray ... well it looks ok But he knows that it isnt the bone its the tissues and such around the knee. Tim has had 2 previous knee surgeries but on his other knee. So tom we may get sent for an MRI.. he gets his blood work back in the morning also. Hopefully there is no infection present. Now why I say I may have broken him ... saturday Tim was saying he cant understand why his knee hurts so bad... (at this time I wasnt sure just how much pain he was in).. well he goes on to ask if I kicked him in the middle of the night. I do kick him often to wake him ... ok more like nudge him with my foot. If I need bottles or help with babies. Ill admit it YES I KICKED HIM .. OK but I really dont think that I can hurt him that bad while laying in bed. I feel bad, he isnt giving me to hard of a time about it. Lets hope that nothing to major is going on & ill update more on the knee saga tommorrow !

3..6..9..

12 ... in the am , I am a machine. I move and work mindlessly, half asleep yet productive. I say its survival mode. There is no room for mistakes. My screaming babies make sure they eat at those times. Its my job am & pm to get these babies fed and changed and loved on. And let me say I have a great support system who will gladly help out. I however like to try things on my own or with the help of Tim.. I know .. Its nuts I guess im trying to be super parent, now if I can be super parent and super wife/ housekeeper that would be great. Proably wont happen :)

I am amused when i run into some one and they say WOW , I couldnt handle twins.. or glad its you and not me. Well well ... I just laugh I proably thought the same thing 10 months ago. But I guess god gave me these perfect babies becuase he saw that I could handle the challenge. I know im blessed and gladly except all the work that comes with it.

Ryan starts mothers day out tuesday ... its only for a few months since he is coming in at the end of school. But he and I are super excited. He wanted to stay today. I have heard how hard it will be trying to get him to and from school with the babies. But I feel its somthing he needs to get done , he will love it. And this is my new life a mother of 3 so Ill have to get use to it. He can no longer be put to the side becuase mommy is on bed rest. I feel horrible he cant go outside during the day becuase of apartment life and it being to cold for his brother and sister. Its time for him to get back into doing things and we are SUPER EXCITED FOR T-BALL TO START !!! This family of five thing will work out in time and will get easier

Here are a few pictures. Enjoy

Our Date & Valentines day :)

Saturday morning Ryan woke up to find his Valentines goodies, We all 5 laid in our bed and talked & cuddled the babies. Tim & Ryan got up and went to the grocery store for breakfast items. They brough home flowers and a teddy bear Ryan picked out. Tim cooked breakfast , he always does this on the weekends so its not abnormal. My inlaws came over for breakfast... my mother in law told us she would baby sit if we wanted to go out. We were not really wanting to becuase of the crowds and leaving the babies. But we agreed we needed a night out ... and sushi was calling. Nursing wasnt working out to well and I gave up on it. ( I know bad me) so I was thinking I sure would like a drink too. Well my mother in law ends up getting sick ... we had already made plans so Tims aunt and cousins swoop in and save us. They came over and took care of our 3 kiddos. We went downtown to an awsome sushi place called RA SUSHI... it was AWSOME. The loud music and almost club like atmosphere really added to it. We waited an hour at the bar and people watched and talked about our newly enlarged family :) and how we cant belive that we are parents of 3 children now. I got hit on by an OLD man while Tim was in the bathroom. He continued talking with us when Tim got back ... turns out he works closley with 2 of out he works closley with 2 of our friends. Small world !!! We took our seat and had some awsome sushi .. hands doan our favorite of the night was the Dragon Roll . it was just great. We are very excited about getting another date night and going back. We needed this time together very very much :)

Lets See ...

Its been a whirlwind having the babies here .. they keep us super busy. We love cuddeling holding feeding and love to brag about every single thing they do. Like Presley can hold her head up now... Now I never thought that was a big thing .. Ryan did it at birth, I must keep telling my self they were 5 weeks early. They chug down 3 oz every three hours... sleeping at night has been a challenge for the past few nights. We all had Dr. appointments today, Ryan had his 3 year check up & Michael & Presley 2 week check ups , I had a 2 week check up for them to check the incision. Ryan like always high precentile in height , medium to low in weight. Michael weighed 6lbs 12oz & Presley weighed 5lbs 14oz. Pretty good considering the weight loss in the hospital. Everything looked great. My Dr. said NO BATHS ... I asked him SOOOO Can I take a bath .. I miss it like crazy !! HE SAID NOOOOOOOOOOO NOT FOR A FEW MORE WEEKS , ughhhhh Im heart broken ... baths make me happy .. its my calm, thinking, ME time !!

My mom was here from tuesday till sunday & I did not want her to leave. Me & My kiddos got sooooooo spoiled. We went shopping .. I needed some clothes that didnt hurt my incision and we bought the cutest dress it will be for next year, but i couldnt pass it up.

I am teaming up to plan a bachlorette/lingere party... Its going to be lots of fun. And a good night with good friends. Im so excited for this .. and her soon to come wedding. Not to excited about this dress though.. haha I still need to get it altered a little wich means paying alot.

BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS ... I HAVE TO LOSE LESS THAN TEN POUNDS TO BE BACK TO PRE PREGNANCY WEIGHT !!!!! YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEE ..... but twin skin :( yuck

La la la la

More blogging soon to come !

What a good day !

So today when Tim & Ryan went to sign up for T-ball at the YMCA (By the way we are all soooooo excited for this), I cranked up the Ipod and cleaned the kitchen from Tim making breakfast & started dinner. It felt so good do to somthing domestic again. I havent cleaned or cooked in a VERY VERY long time. Im very much looking foward to getting back into it. Ok in a few weeks I Might just change my mind ! This c-section healing isnt so fun... In fact certian aspects of it makes me feel like poo !!! off to feed babies :)