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12 ... in the am , I am a machine. I move and work mindlessly, half asleep yet productive. I say its survival mode. There is no room for mistakes. My screaming babies make sure they eat at those times. Its my job am & pm to get these babies fed and changed and loved on. And let me say I have a great support system who will gladly help out. I however like to try things on my own or with the help of Tim.. I know .. Its nuts I guess im trying to be super parent, now if I can be super parent and super wife/ housekeeper that would be great. Proably wont happen :)

I am amused when i run into some one and they say WOW , I couldnt handle twins.. or glad its you and not me. Well well ... I just laugh I proably thought the same thing 10 months ago. But I guess god gave me these perfect babies becuase he saw that I could handle the challenge. I know im blessed and gladly except all the work that comes with it.

Ryan starts mothers day out tuesday ... its only for a few months since he is coming in at the end of school. But he and I are super excited. He wanted to stay today. I have heard how hard it will be trying to get him to and from school with the babies. But I feel its somthing he needs to get done , he will love it. And this is my new life a mother of 3 so Ill have to get use to it. He can no longer be put to the side becuase mommy is on bed rest. I feel horrible he cant go outside during the day becuase of apartment life and it being to cold for his brother and sister. Its time for him to get back into doing things and we are SUPER EXCITED FOR T-BALL TO START !!! This family of five thing will work out in time and will get easier

Here are a few pictures. Enjoy