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Still here ! I am waiting on a terbutaline pump that has to be brought to me by an outside agency, its the agency that I currently use for the monitor. Well this med seems like its going to be a pain. But I must do what I have to. But today i was told by one of the Dr's in the office I use that it will be today for sure. Well Matria (the outside agency) calls me to ask when im going home blahh blah they have been checking on me since being here. I say well Im waiting on you guys to come give me the pump. WELL she tells me to hold on and shows No call has been made to get this monitor. Well then she wants to speak to my nurse and gets this ball rolling. WHEN WAS THE DR. OR HOSPITAL GOING TO DO THIS ON THEIR OWN ?? So hours later I call back to check on the status and the lady talls me that my ins will need a note from a high risk Dr. Thank goodness I had to see her in order to get the monitor so then they were emailing her asking her to call about the pump. All of this the day I was supposed to go home. Now I know I know I need to do what ever I can for these babies but its just sooooo hard & emotional. I have slept away from Ryan for nearly a week since the night I felt bad he wanted to stay at his Litas )Tims mom) house. Wich was so suprising. I have necer been away from him more than one night at a time and that has only been twice since I have been at the hospital. Its killing me. So I hope that tom I can go home and be done with this place till its time for the babies to come. My dr. said he would not relase me with out these meds... so hopefully soon. :(