Prayers and Hope !

I need prayers that these babies stayin for a while longer .. 5 weeksat the least would give me piece of Mind. I need to hold on to my Hope that tom. (monday ) Iwill be able to go home. I have been here in the hospital since wednsday morning. And its Not easy. I miss the comfort of my home... the not being hooked to monitors and Most of all I miss my baby !! He is doing so good with his Grandmas but I am not doing so great being away from him. I cry and just want to hear him. Talking on the phone to him makes it that much harder. When he comes to visit me I tell him I miss him and he Replys THANKS MOM ! ahah smartie ! I came in to the hospital becuase being hooked up to my monitors at home I had 5 contractions that morning. So my dr. wanted me to go to labor and delivery to get checked. Then they decided to keep me here and give me meds. These meds are NO NO Fun ! I was extremly hot and light headed and very very bad headache with blurred vision. Well once they cut the med intake down I felt a lil better. I had 4 shots of steriod just incase they came early. And I also had to have my weekely shot Tim gives me. .... well the NURSE (RRRR) said to put the shot in my arm .. OUCH !!! Its hard as a rock , swollen red and totally unusbale ! For the past 2 days. The burse today said i just cant belive she did that ... You didnt need that there. THanks .. but its to late now. :( last night after having a very upset stomach that wasnt letting anything out and even vomitting becuase I was feeling Ill, I started having lil more contractions All I could do was CRY I DID NOT WANT MORE MEDS .. i want to go home monday. (Now I know I need to stay here for the babies .. but if its just to be monitored and its not changing my body please please let me go). With the meds dossage up I gpt a lil sleep and then woke up to getiing blood sugars drawn and heart rate and temp. taken. Well after that they helped me with a sleeping pill wich seems to be somthing i have taken every night since i have been here. Then today they lowered the meds back down. i have one nurse who I really really like and she is saying everything looks really really good. SOOOOOO Im still being hopefull that monday i can get home . AND Im still praying each night that these babies stay put and take it easy on my body. First of all I want healthy babies ... at the same time I need some sort of sanity. Before I start crying again I better stop typing. All the prayers and good wished will help. Thank you !